Today I thought I had lost you.
The one friend that I would never unpack from my suitcase.
The one friend I know would make me laugh on even most down day.
The one friend I know I could tell anything to without judgement.
The one true friend that I made in one of the most difficult times of my life.
The one person I could call stupidly drunk crying about some stupid boy that had broken my heart to receive these kind words “ He’s a douche and you are awesome”.
The one friend who can tune my mother, my sister, my granny and my cat all in one game of you, your face and your mom.
The one friend I know will try anything once, and I mean anything.
The one friend I know would have my back in any fight.
The one person who I can chill with for two days solidly without running out of things to talk about and laugh about.
The one person who would wake me up with a cup of coffee after a super night out but a horrible morning ahead.
The one person who understands how much I love bacon rolls with HP sauce.
The one person who I can introduce to all my other friends as god and who think we are insane.
The one person I plan on having a love child with called Delicious Bacon S T D that has your genes and my morals.
All of these and many more things make you the one friend I would miss the most should you ever leave me.
Today, you may be alive yet I still don’t know if you will be here always.
If I could help you see how much you are loved and how much joy you bring to so many people’s lives then I would do it without blinking.
Today I realised that my life would never be the same without you and that whatever time we have left I am going to enjoy to the most.
I love you, as you are and without judgement, so whatever you decide I will support you. I may not like the decisions that you make but I will accept any decision you make.
You mean the world to me and I love you more than you will ever know.